BITCH IS BACK!

Hello!!!!

So i havent posted in a while, because to be honest i doubt anybody reads this (apart from you mac hehe). I havent been massively busy although i am now! I am back at university and slightly overwhelmed at the work load for this semester. I do to a degree (no pun intended) enjoy uni work, i like having goals and stuff to work towards.

I have also set myself a challenge. It is a challenge for me maybe not everybody, and im sure it is a shallow enough challenge that many people would take over real-life problems, but anyway! I am going to not buy any beauty products or clothing for two months! Yes, sounds unachievable, and if you knew me, you would think "No chance!". I shop when i am bored, between lectures, or just to get a bit of a morale boost. But this semester, i have no time between lectures to wonder off to primark pastures, so that might help. I am also saving money up towards future goals and aims, so really i can't afford to shop!!!

I am also trying to eat healthier. I tried this two weeks ago, then i got down, ill and then came my monthly friend, so it was near impossible to not comfort eat. But i need to sort it out!!! Back to the gym, three times a week, and eating healthier with occasional treats!

So here goes the cheap and healthy challenge, daily updates i am sure!

xxxx

Only boring people get bored.

Well that makes me a boring girl! I am not back at university for a couple of weeks yet and i am just beyond bored! I don't seem to have many hobbies, with my main interests being youtube, blogging, vlogging, watching and reading blogs/vlogs, t.v., films and cleaning! Plus,my favourite passtime of shopping is off-limits in this age of austerity where i am saving up money towards my first home!

Hmmm, i wish i was more creative and into reading like my best friend. She is very interesting and interested in lots of things and her creative exploits put mine to shame hehe

I am currently occupying myself with making youtube video's and i am contemplating writing in my new notebook (i know, hardcore), and making various to do lists. I am a bit of an organizational freak and i enjoy preparing and list-making for future events haha

Wait and see, once i'm back at uni, attending boring lectures and slugging it about in the rain cold and driving every day, i will be wanting back these long easy days i am sure!


xxx

Diets: Bane of every woman's life.

So we all say that we want to loose a few inches or that often mentioned half-a-stone. I say we all, but do we all? The media likes to discuss women and their body issues so often that it actually makes us all think, that we are all image-obsessed, we all want to change, and what message does this send?That we NEED to change. That we are inadequate, we are always in a position of having to improve ourselves and so, this message has sunk in, and today's culture is narcisstic in a new,dangerous way. I tell myself that i am strong,happy, healthy, attractive, and normal, but this insecurity has crept into me, and i spend most years attempting diet and excercise regimes, forever thinking "tomorow my diet will begin"; it never does!

I do think i like excercise, it is important for so many reasons and i get a huge energy buzz from it. So i shall return to the gym tomorrow, and whilst apphrehensive about how much it may hurt, i am excited!

xxx

Fam time!

So yesterday my boyfriend and i had a saturday night at a very nice pub, with his uncle, cousins and so on. I'd never met any of them before, and my boyfriend hadn't met his cousins, and needed a big catch-up with his uncle, so we were both a wee bit nervous. We really did not need to be, they were all so lovely and interesting and nice and made us feel very welcome. Apparently i get a thumbs up from his uncle which is secretly (no-so-secret-now) what i wanted! It's not required that his family adore me, in order for us to be happy, but it makes life a damn sight easier and better and it equals more people that we can have a good time with in the future.

It's sunday today, and we are going to visit my dad and have a big sunday lunch family meal, which is great! I am just about to challenge myself to tidy my boyfriends bedroom. I am a clean neat freak and his room just is not up to my standards so as i usually do i will pick up his clothes, put them in draws then he will get annoyed when he can't find them, men eh!

Hope you all enjoy your day and have a lovely week! On youtube i hope to post some new videos this week, got to film them first but hopefully soon!


XXX

WARNING! Don't let me near your clothes!

So i am upset to discover today that i have, for a second time, shrunk one of my boyfriends favourite shirts, FAIL!

I get really upset and angry whenever my boyfriend does, anything i do, big, small, significant, insignificant, if it upsets him or hurts him etc I become a big sad guilty ball of pathetic emotional girlfriend! Lol So naturally i want to now buy him two new shirts to make up for it and make him feel less crap that i ruined his favourite tops!

I know it seems small, and silly, but we are so in-tune, that if he hurts, i hurt, and this is another little thing which reminds me just how much i love him. He's number one now, not me :)

Hello! Welcome to my blog!

So i already have a youtube channel which i am guessing you have seen if your here :)

Writing is my first passion, my main area of study at university and my only real skill (Although maybe i should let you be the judge of that). Anyway, i may have a youtube channel, but i begun that because i wanted to be part of the beauty/lifestyle/fashion blogging community, as i am addicted to the videos and the channels i have subscribed to, and spend many an hour just enjoying listening to people talk about whats in their handbag, or seeing their OOTD.

So, i thought i would extend my activities to a blog, because i can probably cover more ground, talk about different subjects of interest and just post general thoughts and life updates slightly more easily!

I hope you enjoy my youtube channel and thus enjoy my blog and follow me!

So catch me on the tube or on the blogger, i'll be there hehe

xxx HANNAH xxx